Ok, we're starting to communicate again but it took a week for it to really begin.  It started with a short "Ayn... blah blah blah" then laughter at lunch, then SMS on a Saturday afternoon, and then some sharing on a Saturday night.  It's okay but still more business than anything else which is, okay.  I still have the same perception, the same first impression which I had thought has changed over the course of time -- then it came back.  It's difficult when you start thinking that someone is despicable and you often see or talk to that person.  Oh no, I think I'm being judgemental, mad even.  Nooo, it's the March Madness!  Hahaha I just made that up.  It sounded good though but I think I am mad (foolish) in a way.  Don't you think so, too?

I still want to be friends with (friend) but with less emotional attachment (and what is being emotional by being honest/truthful? blech) and with less talk therefore less knowledge... the less I know, the lesser I get involved.  Eto ba epekto ng 2 days ng Flanax?  Maybe.  I used to just stay numb and unfeeling when I take it but today... whoa!  Iba ang dating.  Anyway...

Something to share. Smooched this from Pebbles' friendster, posted by Omar, her fiance:

So, what do you think of that?