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Friday, April 16, 2004
And today I got offended with some comment that I thought was out of line since it was my wording that seemed incorrect for someone. I felt all hot and red all over. It was rude for me but not for others it seems. O sya, let's say na lang maarte ako tapos pinabasa ko sa iba. So we approached the Supervisor and had him read the conversation. Sabi nya, he'll talk to the Rep. Ok, pine tree. Someone said, I should go to the Rep with the Sup to clarify the information. No, I can't. I may say something that is not nice. Pero dun sa oic etc. talaga medyo hindi ko na gusto tono nya. Sorry pero really I don't appreciate it but is there anything else I can do for you?
Should I have kept that to myself or what? Buti na yung out in the open yun para tapos. Enuf said. Keep quiet! Shhhh!
STUPID STUPID STUPID thoughts go away...
It's the weekend but I do not know if I should be happy or not. I'm wishing that this week would not end yet and continue on to the next. I am not comfortable with what would happen come Monday evening. That would mean kasi na mawawala na ko sa current account ko and I don't like that. I was hired because of this client and not of another. Sorry, I'm just not comfortable with this new thingy. I thought it was more techie but turns out to be just the opposite. I'd rather think of processes than come-ons.
Posted at 05:31 pm by ayn_dj
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
And I wish I was thinner...
I'm still trying to lose weight. Unfortunately, he keeps finding me :P
It's summer and most of the time I can't help but drink softdrinks or iced tea or some green tea drink that isn't too cold. I still have my usual coffee, all hot and strong. But then again, I sometimes forget that I shouldn't take in too much coffee or tea or anything that's a bit sugary. It would guarantee another day of having no voice, i.e., my laryngitis strikes again.
Posted at 03:57 pm by ayn_dj
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Tuesday, April 13, 2004
I'm stirred and shaken. Just like the drink.
I have just finished training and the batch I went to training with are currently nesting. It's batch one and most of the newbies are just like me, all stirred up. During the time that they weren't doing anything, I went about my usual work finding emails answered by the email reps with another account. At 3AM, I had to go and visit the batch in training to help them out if they had any questions or are in need of new headsets and so on. I left the pc I used on and just locked it. After the training and the nesting I went back to the same work station only to find out that someone had restarted the pc. Geezzzz, I almost fainted. I didn't know which programs were open and if I was able to save the work I was doing. And from the frying pan we jump on to the fire... one of the reps that I do email QA on had just received his evaluation. Unfortunately, since he was not always following protocol, he had plenty of failing marks and it is possible that he would not be regularized. And to add to that, I was the one who taught him how to answer emails. I feel so sad about it. I tried but it was all up to him. Sayang talaga.
I will endure... I will survive.
Dream, Believe, Survive... ay, ano 'to Startrucks? hehehe.
Posted at 06:52 pm by ayn_dj
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Sunday, April 11, 2004
It should have been a good day to relax but these politicians are just... just... the pits! They ruin my sleep and expect me to vote for them? Ha! No I won't. I wanted to ask, what did you do for this district to make it a better place to live in? Nothing. Let's move on...
I finally saw Infernal Affairs III. I always hate to think that Tony, my favorite, died in the movie, or keeps dying that is. There are many endings to this story and Hollywood will soon be doing an American remake I hear. I wonder who's going to play Tony's character, Yan? Brad Pitt? Colin Farell? Tee hee hee... how exciting! But I think Tony's still the best. For those who haven't heard of Infernal Affairs, here's the synopsis:
MING (Andy Lau) is a mole in the police department. On the command of his Triad boss SAM (Eric Tsang), he became a cop when he was merely 18. After a decade of hard work, he has become a police sergeant in the Criminal Intelligence Bureau. With the help of Sam who tips him off with intelligence of his Triad rivals, Ming manages to earn kudos from his superiors. After passing a recent examination with flying colors, he has high hope of being promoted to probationary inspector.
<<--YAN (Tony Leung) is a police mole in the Triads. Recruited before he even graduated from the police academy, he was initiated into the Triads as a teenaged underling. During his decade as an undercover, he has been convicted eight times of causing bodily harm to others, jailed twice, and sentenced to compulsory psychological counseling. As a Red Pole, or enforcer, his immediate boss is none other than Sam.
Leading parallel lives, Ming and Yan are feeling increasingly trapped in their false surroundings. Wobbling in the inferno between the living and the dead, they are desperate to find a way out. Ming would like to sever all ties with his illegal past and become a real cop. To do so would mean the elimination of Sam. Yan is sick and tired of chopping people up in the name of justice, and is striving to regain his real identity. Only one person can help him: SUPERINTENDENT WONG (Anthony Wong), the man who recruited him as an undercover.
Their curious paths finally cross each other one fateful evening. During a police attempt to topple Sam¡¦s illegal operations, both sides realize there¡¦s a mole amongst themselves. A series of cat-and-mouse chases ensue, as each side is competing to uncover their mole first. To make things even more chaotic, Ming is finally promoted to probationary inspector and is transferred to Internal Affairs. His first assignment is to uncover Sam¡¦s mole in the police department.
Website: www.infernalaffairs.com
Oh, btw, Happy Easter!
Posted at 10:29 am by ayn_dj
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
There's this thing we call last song syndrome. A song that plays over and over again in our head even though other songs have been played after it. There's this song that keeps playing in my head over and over again. What I did was to record it on a mini disc and whenever I feel like listening to it, I bring along the player and disc with me.
The song whose lyrics I have included below is the translated song from the movie My Sassy Girl. The song is originally sung in Korean.
I believe
I believe
That although you are gone
This cannot be the end, can it?
I believe
That your journey back to me
Is just delayed, isn't it?
I remember so well
That I hurt myself as I cry
I hope you don't cry as I do
Chorus:
I hope you won't cry as you leave
I know you will return someday
Because I believe
I will wait for you, just you
I believe you should not cry
When you think about my pain
I believe my tears will bring you back to me
My eyes cannot forget
That it is you who made them cry
I hope you don't cry as I do
(Chorus)
My tears will bring you back to me
My eyes cannot forget
That it is you who make them cry
The world was not so beautiful
Beneath the same sky
All alone I cry
But I will wait here
Just for you
Even if waiting is hopeless
It's already enough
To think of love
Time means nothing to me
I will wait for you, just you
Just you...
The song that is currently playing is from Penny Dai, called Ne Jao Te Ai...
Posted at 12:05 pm by ayn_dj
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Friday, April 09, 2004
I woke up today and felt really lazy. It's a lazy day anyway...
I had this dream that was something nice, and it made me wonder who the person in the dream was with me. All the other characters I recognized except this guy. He was in the dream really helpful and nice. It wasn't Jerry? or Tony? No... someone else. Not asian looking, not caucasian either. I wonder who he is... prince charming? I wish!
Posted at 10:22 am by ayn_dj
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Monday, April 05, 2004
I wanted to create something new. I didn't know if it was possible since there was a lot for me to do this week. Hopefully, I will be able to update this blog on a weekly basis...
Posted at 05:04 am by ayn_dj
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